Thursday, April 29, 2004
i am nothing without *you
just a shadow passing thru

okayyy. laavanya`s mum gave birth today!! sooooo many pple gave laavanya cards and letters! including ME. (x
hahas. its zoe`s bdae toos! i owe her a pressie! =\ feel so guilty..
heh. dezi and sara went to use highlighter and draw on my blouse during geog. think so farni.
haiiz. tmls eng. eeps. didnt study fer it. nth to study laas.
=\ im scared im gna fail. eeps.
my dads specs is missing. hahas. cannt find it. so irriatting. gna find it later.
tml must stay back fer lit. =\
cannt be later fer sch tml. or else cannt wish my frens goodluck!!!
hurs. im much btr todayy alr. ((:
mmm. nth else to say alr. tkcare.

happy birthday zoe!!!

goodluck everyone fer yr eng mid year tml! ((:

Wednesday, April 28, 2004
hold on
if you feel like letting go

rahhs. |x
im sick.. since mon. )):
started after sch. when i had a slight soree throat. then when i came home and bathed finish i had running nosee.
and now.. its lyk worstt??
argh. =\ gt a slight fever. checked the tempreturee. and quite a bad running nose. and sore throat. but its btr alr in a way.
rahhs. ms neo didnt come todayy! whahas.
so ms wan came to teach us math. but obiously our class pple nvr listen.
we all did our own work. cause she told us too. whahas.
brought all my books home alr. (x
hurs.so suayy. i get sick when the mids are on fri. =\
actually alot of pple are sick. gah.
had slight fever in the morning and mum told me nt go to go to sch but i went! :D hahas. my voice became deeper frm the slight cough. |x
didnt go fer pe! hahas we had height and weight taking. im 160.5!! grew by 1.5cm! my weight is 40! whahas. i lost 1kg. =x nt soppose to actually. but who cares! ((:
had a nap in the evening. so nicee. hahas.
dad went fer the run jux nw.came home alr,. and its my mums bdae!!! whaha.
laavanya`s mum is gna give birth tml!!! (X
whahas. shall end here.

Sunday, April 25, 2004
i dont care if its dark outside
i`ve got *you

yay!! dad bought a new phonee!!! 3100.. whahas.
i keep playing with it! (x
hurs. my parents all said tt im a phone expert cause i told them how to use it and everything.
then they said that i can work in the starhub shop. lol.
hurs. then we were walking home. i was looking at e sky. so nicee.
then i was saying. i wanna go to the moon! (x
yesh. crazyy. then we were talking abt busincess man and billgates and prince willian! LOL.
lols. didnt cut my hair todayy. )):
didnt have any time left cause we went to some jap restaurant to eat to celebrate my mums bdae. its on wed! :D
hurs. went to see the fabric of the nation at tp hub.
amusing.. couldnt find my mums! ))): my sis was like so pissed? lols.
then my mum wrote a little message in the book! whahas. i added a little bit of design! (x
hurrs. tml theres sch. and i still havent finish my hw?
nvm las. =x
hmmph. had chi tui in the morning. was daydreaming half the time? whahas.
okay. theres tis sad thing.
my whole family has a hp except ME. )))):
rahhs. btr go study. and dinner soon! ((:

Saturday, April 24, 2004
ive found a reason for me
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is *you

rahhs. im banned frm going out after sch. must be hm everyday at 3pm latest.
sucks la. must study fer mids.
banned frm com toos. but i sneeked on. -grinx.
my dad allowed me laas. nd my mums bathing toos.
my mum says tt i must get back to express? haai. stress.
argh. tis so sucks. my life s u c k s.
bleahhss. yay. gna have angel hair. also called spagetti fer dinner!
lols. oh wells. since im banned frm com at home.. i can use the schs one! (x. okayy fine. im cheeky. but onli once in a while. when no late days! ((: haas.
todayy went to church to put my grandmothers + great-grandfathers urn. ohh wells.
tml gna go bring my mum eat out fer her bdaeee!!! (((: im also gna cut my hair! ((X yay! -whee.
stuff to be doneeee
-maths assigments
-geog mind-maps by tues.
-eng compre
-sci worksheett
-study StuDy STUDY!!!
rahhs. secondary lifee so stress one. somemore onli sec1. sucks la. fuck. argh.
btr go study nw. =\

Friday, April 23, 2004
i need you here; beside me
take me a w a y

hurs. was in the schs com lab just now. doing the lit project.
which was due todayy. and we had to hand it up. had so much stress.
haiz.
today super suay..
everything went awful.
art was sucky. im gna fail. i noe tt. argh.
but at least i gt good marks fer my letter writing. rahhs.
went to the gym durin recess. had my exerciseee! so funn kayes.
bleahs. then when we went to pass up the project to ms shanti she was like
talking to us? nearlyy made me cry lor. it was so.. i dunno. haiz.
nth much to blog. no mood.

Thursday, April 22, 2004
i dont wanna fall in love
till i fall in love with *you

bleahs.
im feeling sleepyy. haas.
nth much happened today?
mrs kunna was like crazee?
took dezis paperr.
hmmph.not such a bad day i guess.rahhs.
our group hardly done anything on e lit project. )):
its like we alwayss cannt so finish. then nic and ele alwatys nvr do anything.
and its due tmr. wth.
argh. tml theres artt fuck. sucks laaa. i cannt even draw properly? my drawing sucks..
raahhss. tmr during recess im going to the gym (x
needa be fitt and strongg. ((:
ok. so im a little crazee laa? hahas..
today during sci we were given a worksheett to do on chemisty. 150marks. nt a test las.. but was like damn hard? Open book test.
and half-way mrs selvam asked me to sit next to her.
cause she wanted to help mi with my work.
lols. how nice. (X
still owe shirin;nic and ariel.soh a letter. bahhs.
8 more days to mid-year exams. ))):
im so NOT prepared? haiz..
my head gt smth tt is painn lor.
dunno wad the hell it is toos. lols.
im feeling kinof happie todayy. dunno why. hahas.. (((:

Wednesday, April 21, 2004
everlasting memories
lasts forever in my heart

hurs. my dad said tt hes gonna cancel his currently line which is $80 a month.
and change his plan to a cheaper one. hes also gonna get a new phoneee!!! 3100.. hahas!
hmmph. today was soppose to go fer trng actually.
but had to do the india project.
ahh wells..
tis sat//sun gonna cut m hair ! (X
its getting -kinof. irritating.
haahaas!
((:

i'd do anything
just to hold you in my arms

justt came home. from a fun filled day with the daredevils[sara;dels;me]
was damn fun can!
hmm. sch. nth much happened?
pe was like the shittiest one?
our whole class had to do the sit-ups ALL OVER AGAIN so damn pissed lors.
then when my turn..
i onli did 36... compared to the last time. 41.
wth lors. so pissed man. the ms lim was like scolding?
nt my fault also.
NEARLY had to do the whole five items again. fucked up man.
so nxt week have to do the sit-ups. again. and i must get more then 41. i dun freaking hell care. bleah.
hmm. then recess.
me and dezi was sitting on a table alone.
all the pple who were soppose to sit were nt dere. hais.
then double period of math. argh. can die.
then sci! haahas. no experiments todayy though. )):
after tt was eng. i tell u. i just went to refill my water bottle and came into class a little late and i had to stand outside. wa lao. i tell u. argh. whatever. then chi. hahas. boringgg laa. |x
haaa! then the fun dayy came... :D
we were walking to the bus-stop when the bus was alr coming laas. then i told dezi and sara. 321 we run k? then we rannnnn! hahas. so farni. haas.
then we went to kfc to eat. hahas. making so much noise can?
then there was tis 6 year old kid. he dunno how to open the bloody door. and banged into it. power. then we were laffing like siao cha bos. whahas.
then we wentt to the lib. hahas. making so much noise again.. and running ard. whahas. then we researched on india.
then we went to delifrance to eat the deli potato.
three of us share! (X
egg with bacon! niceee.
then when we didnt wanna eat alr.
cause there was some soup.
so we put the remaining potato with ice, sugar, salt, pepper, aluminum foil, tissue paper and stiredd it.
looked darn disgusting. whahahas.
then we went outside to talk somemore.
our daredevils anniversary is on september 11 (((X
-whee. we are gonna celebrate ! :D
argh. deres something on my noseee.
ok.. im blogging too much. ((: tkcare. pple. i love u DAREDEVILS (X

Tuesday, April 20, 2004
deep inside my heart
i know that *you`re the one fer me

jux now..
just before leaving the com lab.
was checking stuff laas.then sara was behind me.i wanted to sit. then before i sit. she go and take the chair away. |x my ass hurts now.
hai. whatever la.
heard on the news that a part of the nicole highway collapsed.
sad isnt it ?
these few days the sun has made me damn tired n sleepy
my eyes are gonna becoming worst and worst. i made the screen to the smallest?
its nice. but small.its kinof cute toos! ((:
im reallie getting crazzeee. ahh wells.
oh yes. have some messages fer pple.

olivia//papaya ;
dude. we rock! the papaya [you] and watermelon [me].
-whee.
im always wacking yr backside ! (X
thanks fer letting mi!
good luck fer yr mid-years yeah?
tkcare ! iloveu my papaya ! ((:

the daredevils ; [dezi;sara;me]
guys. we rawk.
making soo much noise wherever we go.
laffing like some mad pple? (X haaas. iloveu two !
tkcare ! lubyaa ! :D

laavanya//darling sit-beside-me bestfren ;
lava ! heys!
we rawk. haaha.
remb in the sci lab ? some human wrote tt funnie little thing on the table ?
((: whahas.
you`re the BEST fren anyone culd ever have. (X
tkcare okayy ? goodluck fer yr mid-years...
loveyaaa ! ((((:

the long and winding road
that leads mi to yr door

am in the com lab now.
so noisy.
haas.
nth much happened todayy.
hmms. dnt.. hahas. stupidd laas. do the drawing thingyy. lol.
hhaas. deres a teacher behind me...
scary..
rahhhs. my group hasnt started on the lit project.
onli i need most of the stuff.
argh.
i dun blame them...
we always get... hmm. distracted. yup. haiiz.
-whee. the teacher is gone alr. whahas.
im so mean. ((: whatever. anyways. omg..
ms tan came in jux now lors.
then she come and count my windows. haii. suayy. so scary somemore.. whahs.
10 more days to mid-year exams. better study more. rahhs.

Monday, April 19, 2004
hurhurhurs.
coms a little fucked up.. hahas. anyways.
changed layout. jux testing it laas. yeah? hmm. was in the com lab jux now. lols. we were lyk making so much noise? and regina, maria and xiu were printing stuff lyk some siao cha bo's lols.
had 2 free periods today !! so ep.. actually. gt laa. but we culd do our own stuff. so was doing my work and passing letters ard. (x heex. wrote a biography of miself toos. :D
thenn gt back my sci paper. bleahs. i missed by 3 and a half marks fuck. ok. fuck. FUCK. argh. pisseddd lors.. everything is lyk dying? rahhhs. hmmph. oh ya. durin chi. cause dezi wrote sara a letter. then lao shi caught us.. then the letter private stuff lors. so dezi went to change the letter. hahas. then i was like distracting lao shi. whahaha. lols.
assemly was boring? lols. pple came and bring the instrments. haha. practically each performace i slept? =x hmms. except fer maybe the chan mali chan one. yesh. then all my frens were lyk staring at me.. then dey were lyk mel!!! sing tt song.. lols.

Sunday, April 18, 2004
hurs.
am doing my lit project on india nw.. its like so freaking lame lors..
haiz.. gt till fri to do it.. but i wanna pass it up earyy.kiasu me. hehs. ((:
nth much todayy. had cheena tui in the morn.. was practically daydreaming? uhuh. was tired. yupp. after tt met mum + dad at bugis. after tt ate mcs.. went to christ the king churchh fer prayers. after we wanted to go fer e mass.. but no space. was crowed like sardies.. no space to even stand ! hahas. then tis man was saying... tipical singaporeans. so kiasu. lols.
hurrs. write finish letter to xinpei and clara and sara alr.. shall pass it to you guys tml durin assemblyy yeahhs? ((:
bahhhs. i hate chinese. i hate math. whee.
i wanna change layout?? yuppers. might be laas. whatever. lols.
oh yesh. forgot to add smth bout ystd.. durin the run.. when i was abt the last round? cause i was tired.. then i closed my eyes. then i banged into tis girl in front of me.. lols. so pai sei lor! hahas. the blur -sotong- me... (x lalala.
shall end here. dads bugging me. hurhurs.

Saturday, April 17, 2004
2.4km run todayy.. bleahhs. i think todays run totally rocked? fuckla. i think i deproved? argh. bleahhs. wanted to run the whole thing with lorna but she was like super fast can?? the first round we ran together and the timing was like 1.47min?? after tt i cannt alr.. darn tired. was gonna die any min.. then after tt each round of mine was like 2min+ 3min?? sucks la. fuckfuckfuck. rahhhh.
after tt run went to the canteen of nyjc to get a drink. hahas. after tt resteded fer a while then went back to the track.. waited fer stella thenn took bus to toa payohh. went to shaw plaza.. then dezi, sara and stella all go look at movie tix.. they wanted to go watch dunno what mirror show? lols. then wanted to go to kfc but then closed.. hurhur. so went to mcs. the movie was like 11.45? yeap. so they had to eatt superr fast. so lame. whahahaha. then after tt dey rushed of to the movie.. i went home lorhs. boring. hahas. then went fer cath class. haha..
man. my mucels are achhyingg. rahh. whateveer..
lols. my parents + sis is calling me PYTHON. whahaha. cause nowadays. almost everyday after dinner. i would sit on the chair. and after a few moments.. i wuld fall asleep! ((((((x heex. lalala... anyways. i wanna slp nw... niteeeeee... (((((: ilu*

Thursday, April 15, 2004
argh. im having a bloodyy headache.. since maths time? bleahs.
had the sci ca todayy. was on chem... sucked. it reallie did. i think tt im gonna pass haiz. my studies are dying each dayy. its like im getting smarter and smarter?? i dunno laas. argh.
gt back the cheena paper. obiously i failed. quite bad toos. but onli 7 pple out of 20 pple passed. -sighh. life so shityy. i hate chiinesee. then there was tis bee.. eediottt.
gt quite a few hw. eng summary.. chinese corrections. math. bleahs. ouchieeee. my head. is. killing. me. la. fuck la. -dies.))))): i hate havin headaches. sucks laa.
sara`s prolly watching the netball match. wanted to go but i wanted to study. hurhurs.
im becoming a PIG. yes. ALOMOST everyday after dinner i would jux sit on the chair and fall asleep. my dad and mum called me a snake. hurhurhur. then after a few moments i would suddenly be active... then my mum called me a phyton. lols. ahh well... been tired the past few dayys. =\ i shall go now...

Wednesday, April 14, 2004
bleahs. the past few days my com has been a little scrwed and stuff. rah. tis is gonna be a longg entry... anyways.
[[-monday-]] had the stupid cheena ca... fuck la. im gonna FAIL. with flying colours shityyy marks laa. i studied lor. but its like nth goes in my head??? =\ im darrn worried abt my cheena. i hate it lorrrrs. after sch went to dezi`s hse to do the lit project... but in the end we split up the work. hahas. lame lorrs. ((:
[[-tuesday-]] super suay. was late fer like onli 2 mins??? and then kana puinishment. scrwed lors. then had to stand at outside the st gab`s blog like eediot. whaha. whatever; managed to study more geog... haiiz. after recess had the geog ca... was okay i guess. i was stuck at one question and had to think fer like 5 mins?? lols. but managed to put some crap in it... made sense... i think. hahas. then went to mos in j8 wit sara go eat. hahas. then went home to studyyy. wrote letters too. ((:
todayy- i also dunno what to say. bahhs. my lifes scrwed. in a way. whateverr. sara brough her phone bill to sch. $330+ lor... she power la.. use until so much. hahas. bleahs. mid-years start in 16 days. suprise suprise... shits. nt gonna use the com much. so long i gt my niccey songs can alr. d/l some nicee songs by michelle branch. darn nice. (x hmms. gt back my maths paper... what NICE marks. SCREW la. i hate it. i hate maths. i hate cheena. its so cheena. duno why pple lyk it. baahs. gt 6/20... like WHATEVER hokay. im gonna study REAL hard. even if it kills me. bleahs.
kinof fough a little wit dezi again... abt ____ at least shes nt angry alr. haiz. sorri dezi.. i realie am okay. =\
today in the sci lab... was damn amusing. cause we were doing tis pandan thingy las. then laavanya my sci partner saw on the table smth damn farnie. veri ok. then we started laffing... then mrs selvam scolded us... nt our fault. anyways. we were forgiven... thats nt the point. whatever. hahas.
think tt i better go STUDY now. yesh. STUDY :D

Sunday, April 11, 2004
havent been updating and using the com recentlyy. been darn busyy.
[[-wednesday-]] had pft... was okay i guess. my sit-ups imrovedd. my incline was like shit. 4???? whahaha. i sux at tt laaas. then sit and reach also quite bad i think.. shuttle run was 11sec... then the jump jump one was nt tt good too. -sigh. hope my run will be betterr?? haha. should be. (x
[[-thursday-]] nothing much??? geog.. then had cramps damn pain lorr... then after tt ______________ shall nt say. whahahahaha. then went fer mass....
[[-fridayy-]] nth muchh. had to nt eat and stuff. whahaha. boring sia. lalalalalalalala.
ok la. sat nth much also [[-todayys-]] had stupidd cheeenaaa tui in the morning irriting k. whahaha. so boring...can slp alr. ihatechineseihatecheenaihatechinese. lalala. ok. err. shittt. nxt week gt 3 cas.... tml gt cheena... still havent study finish??? shit lorr. then tues gt geog...haiiii. thurs gt sci. i will screw tt. yesh. irritatingggg!!!. argggggggggh. )): haiiiz. my blog the pic screwedd up... haii. sad case. anyways. im finding a template now lors. so yeahhs... hmmph.

to my jiejie and pple good luck fer yer chinese prelims tml!!!! ((:

Tuesday, April 06, 2004
imagine me and you
i do i think about you day and night
it's only right
to think about the girl you love
and hold her tight
so happy together

if I should call you up
invest a dime
and you say you belong to me
and ease my mind
imagine how the world could be
so very fine
so happy together

i can't see me loving nobody but you
for all my life
when you're with me
baby the skies will be blue
for all my life

me and you
and you and me
no matter how they tossed the dice

it had to be
the only one for me is you
and you for me
so happy together

me and you
and you and me

no matter how they tossed the dice
it had to be
the only one for me is you
and you for me
so happy together

i keep singing tis song in class. whahaha. crazy me. x)

hmmph. had health checkup today. lame lors. must take out everything. almost la anyway... haha.
shit la. tml i gt maths ca. sure die. im nt confused with it??? dunno lorss. hahas. anyways... i hope tt i pass... must study laterr. ask my dad to teach me.. x) hmm. nth much happened. haha. oooh ya.durin CME i drew on dezi`s hand.. she asked me? i think la. tt went homeee. bleahhhs. i dunnooo wad to sayy. rah. boreddd. ok. STUDY but wrote lots of thingss. whahahahaha. after tt went home wit sara and lava. then we were making so much noise in the bus. laffing and all. hahas. after that must STUDY STUDY.just now raining so heavy.. with thunder all.now nth alr.. whaha.
still have to do the lit thingyy.. hmm... india. but i dun even noe what the questions are lor.. bleaahss. hmmphhh tml gt pft. im gonna die. die die die. but. i like pe. oooh ya. tml gt pe. -yay!! lalala. crazy. ooh. yeah. pple. please add me to friendsterr. thankssss... ((:

Monday, April 05, 2004
okayyyyy. justtt made friendster... lol. soo lame can. whahha. anyways. didnt have trainin today. -whee. went to do the lit project thingyy on india? damn chim i think. lol. must research on the population and stuff. bleahs.
dammit k. tml gt health checkup.. i no health booklet. shit mans. my mum lost minee.lol.lame lar.anyways. then wed gt the pft. crap. im so gonna fail the incline pull-ups?? i sux at tt. whahahaha. bleahs. wed gt maths ca. im gonna dieee can. i soo dun understand the math nw. so chim. lolz.
ooh ya. this is wad i did on sat. [[-saturdayy-]] woke up bout 8 and went to mt veron to collect the ashes... then gt skull all. kinof creepy?? lol. then went to the chuch to put tt thingy. bla. had cath also.. haha.
oh ya. wrote LOTS of letters todayy... ((: wheee. im soo guai! whahha. jk la. was bored? no la. was free. lala. whatever.

Sunday, April 04, 2004
had chi tui in the morning. boring la.. after tt went to eat lunch... after tt went ard looking fer sweets fer mums frens.. lol. after tt went to orchard to get my sisters lame mag... whahaha. $18 k. so ex.
stupid lame chicken. actually... its tiger.. what the heck. :D damn. think my ear gt some shit. bahhs. whatever. ok.
anyyways. when we came home... the table had some photos... haha. SUPER OLD ones. and i mean tt kay. some were baby photos of me and my sis... then some were of my parents on hoildayy.. then the mostt exciting oone wassssss. my parents WEDDING! darn nice.mum was chiooo man. ((: whaha. ok. anyways. also had my mums 21st bdae?? and erm. my dad givin mum her engagement ring?? sooo romantic. whahaha. lol. then all or most of my baby photos all of me is cheeky..wahaha.nv smile properly.. gib the open mouthh. then gt er..drolling??? lol. amusing can... then ermmm. gt my mum when she was young and as in like how old i am photos??? haha. den gt tt ____ chicken uncle.. soo lame. and my grandfather. damn little of his. and my grandma.. and my dads side grandma and grandfather..lolz. oooooo ya. the most funnie was thee one where my mum took my dad "leaning" on the tower of pisa.. lol. tt was amusin... ooo ya... gt one. my mums cat!! the names SAMMY lol. cat is darn cuttteee!!! adorable.. she used to keep guiena pig n rabbit also... haha.. okayyy. i better sleepp. tiredd liao. nittez.

Friday, April 02, 2004
me and my sis didnt go to sch today. heard tt 6 pple didnt come. hurhur. anyways. went to the funeral palour at abt 12 today. then packed up a little here and dere... said some prayers. then i was taking some flowers frm the wreaths ! =X then abt 340 liddat the priest came and then we went to church to do the mass... after tt went to mt veron and said somemore prayers and then went to the cremation. then we all started crying. damn sad. but. i noe tt my grandma doesnt have to suffer anymore pain. all the suffering tt she had. no more. haii. then my dad was like saying. to live is not free;to die is not free... bahhs. then when we were coming out. we saw him. tt idiot. ____ asshole. he reallie spoils everything man. he didnt even cry. his own MOTHER k. no TEARS. all he noes he shout shout shout. idiot. grr. everything he says all nt true k. empty barrels make the most noise. tt was what my mum said. i SOO agree lor. ____ idiot. bahhs.
hmms. im glad tt my grandma is in Heaven. with God. in paradise... she`ll he happier there. then suffering. yup.
tml going to mt veron again at 9am to collect her ashes... and my great-grandfather`s one to put next to hers... ((: i reallie hope shes happie. thanks everyone fer comforting me and stuff. esp to llava and sara. and my frens. :D LOVEYALOADS ((:
gotta go sleep. need rest. tml waking up earlyyyy...

[[-yesterday-]]
april`s fool. no one tricked me! :D went to sch was almost late. =X then after sch i went wit lava and sara go collect my sister`s hw... but there wasnt any. after tt went straight to the funeral parlour. met my mum and sis dere. ate lunch. then did my hw and studied fer 1hr 30mins?? lol. then dad came. we ate dinner and then. the bastard chicken came. tt _____ asshole. come alreadi come and shout and make noise. whats his freaking prob man. then after tt he started saying things tt were SO UNTRUE made me cry. )): rah. nt my fault. coulnt help it. then abt 1020pm he left at LAST. he wanna make show his prob la.dun come and fight in tis kinof place. no respect la. u wanna do things do earlier la. asshole _____ bitch. i dun care man. ihateu!!! grrr. make me angry. rahh. after he left we went home. was damn tired. could fall asleep anytime. yuppers.
okay. today is gonna be a longggg day. im at home now when everyone is at sch. got the mass which is at 4. then some other stuff. i hope he doesnt come. if he does. i hope he dun make noise. grr. ooh wells.
when we were coming home we saw a little cutee grasshopper. took pics of it. lol. if im rite it means a sign of good luck. ((:
im glad tt my grandma doesnt have to suffer anymore. and tt she is with God. yeah. she suffered alot. hmms. i think i`ll end here. take care pple. ilubya! ((: thanks to everyone. esp lava and sara who cheered me up the most. ((: iloveu guys lots!